Gabrilla Montez: Do you remember in kindergarten,how you'd meet a kid, and know nothing about them, then 10 seconds later you'd be playing like you were best friends, because you didn't have to be anything but yourself?
Troy Bolton: Yeah.
Gabrilla Montez: Singing with you felt like that.
IT'S CHRISTMAS TIME..and who cares? but seriously..after the 'soul searching' mode yesterday...I still feel somewhat empty because the Christmas spirit ran into my veins but in a little amount...it never even reached my heart, a bit...but I just learned something that night--BEING FRIENDS WITH KIDS IS EASY...why? they won't judge you on the way you look, the way you view life, the things you did in the past that maybe somewhat aggravating and everything in between--they'll accept you wholeheartedly, whatever or whoever you are...
Back in the day, as a kid (I don't know why, but I seem to reminisce the past recently..and it bugs me...it really made me feel that I'm old na?) I'm a friendly junk who looked like I was everybody's best friend but at the same time bully..I even threw tantrums before..I always cry if my mom will leave me during classes in my kindergarten days and disrupt the discussion..so to continue the discussion, my mom will stay--she'll be sitting at the back. One time, my teacher threaten me, she'll kill my mom with a knife if I will continue having my tantrums to let her stay in the classroom and bravo, it worked! I was so afraid that I was so anxious when I reported this to my mom...but I just realized, that thing she did was wrong...but effective...it's not therapeutic at all for a kid..though I was never traumatized by it, I just fear that if I let my mom stay, that teacher will kill her. Kids who's having their tantrums as what the book says must be ignored...that's what they've said...but I was a distraction, crying here and there...so maybe, she was trying to make things peaceful and continue the lessons...but it's not right...
I started studying a bit young for my age. I always struggle meeting the standards of the people I'm with--being the short one, the young one but I was never the laughing stock in my class, since I'm part of the bully kids-slash-friendly (eh /-slash?..hehe..) but the good thing was, I met the norm and I passed the curriculum swiftly. Looking back, I was like that. But now, I don't know why...it's the other way around, interacting with people within my age, it's like I'm the 'good-kid-slash-reserved-but-became-noisy-if-you'll-know-me' person. I'm a blabbermouth if I'm with the people I'm most comfortable with, but if I don't know you, I'll be so quiet and will not care if it goes within hours, days, months and I've proven this, even years.
Kids are easy to deal with...but if they throw tantrums, it will be so hard. Adults are like this...even they don't admit, though to them it's too childish, they throw tantrums too...everyone still have their inner kid within them. And I admit, I'm not ashamed that I'm a bit childish, though I am trying to be mature, and deal with things seriously, sometimes it's fun being immature. Having mistakes when you're young is okay, at least when you grew up, you'll look back and react like 'WTF-I-did-this?' and laugh on those stuff that you did before. Though it's full of funny moments, it should be, like alcoholic beverages, be drank moderately.
KAMPAIIII!!
*nawala na ako sa mood magtype..zzzzzzzzzzzz....*
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